I am not sure where I first heard that saying.  I don’t think I learned it from my mother.  But it appeared in the background of my thoughts many times over the last few years and nearly every time I thought about putting up another blog article.  It’s part of that pesky spiritual ego arising again, wanting to keep things “positive” and surface level all the time.  It isn’t real.  It isn’t honest. I wrote about the spiritual ego trap a while back: How The False Light of The Spiritual Ego Helps Keep The Masses Asleep

Growing up, my mother wanted to keep up appearances but, despite that, was often quite vocal about her true feelings, even the negative ones, especially in the last years of her life when she saw through a lot of life’s bullshit and gained the ability to speak her truth more.  That was before she died last summer from the COVID Pfizer lethal injections.  That is part of the reason we/I have been MIA.  It is not just her death from these demonic vaccines.  There is much more than that even.  But far too much for a blog article. I am sure many of you can relate to life’s complexity due to all the insane challenges we have all experienced over the last few years.  So, a large part of the reason I have not written is because I don’t have very much “positive” to say.  If you only want positive, I recommend you stop reading.  This is probably not the article for you.

Here is the Truth: 

No one said going into union with your twin flame would be easy.  In fact, for us, life has been torturous the last few years.  Without each other, I am not sure how we would have survived.  In fact, I am pretty sure I would not have.  In a way, I feel that God gave me the gift of a twin flame union so I could survive this time intact and come out stronger.  For what, I am still unsure of because all ambition I once had has faded. But I know time changes everything.

It all began with Jim’s father’s death during the Plandemic.  He was sick and in the hospital for quite some time. Due to their twisted Satanic NWO hospital policies, none were allowed to visit him in the hospital.  He suffered alone. Even his wife of 60 years was not allowed to see him. He was finally able to come home for one night to begin Hospice and to see his family.  He died the very next day.

Fast forward to my mother’s death.  She ended up getting the COVID Pfizer shots behind my back even though I had warned her for years about the severe dangers of ALL vaccines, especially these most deadly COVID lethal injections.  But she trusted her corrupted doctor, her brainwashed friends, and Satanic MSM more than the years of research I had done.  Shortly after her shots, she had several strokes. We had to put her in skilled nursing, then assisted living.  A few months later, she died full of blood clots.  There is a reason people call the COVID shots “clot shots.”

If you have been reading our blog, you know the last article that I dropped on it like a hot turd before this one was almost two years ago: Willful Blindness is Evil Because It Helps Evil Grow to Monstrous Proportions

I left it stagnating there while I incubated my rage and disgust with humanity.  With the death of my mother, all ambition to write or help anyone dissolved into the ether.  If we could not even help wake up those closest to us, what was the point?

That article said it exactly as I still feel today.  People are willfully blind, and NOW because they still refuse to wake up, NOW they are complicit in genocide. 

That is how fucked up the world is.  People STILL have their heads so far up their asses that they are literally dying in their sleep because they refuse to do a tiny bit of research outside of mainstream channels and think for themselves.  I have lost hope in humanity, not just due to my mother’s idiotic vaccine death but due to all the other deaths and injuries we are seeing from these injections.  Most of those in our family who took these shots are having serious health issues (mostly short-term memory issues) they did not have before they took them.  Most, like my mother, were warned but ignored those warnings.  And many of those who are sick continue to refuse to put two and two together.  It is beyond astonishing what is going on.

Just a little research into alternative media sources (places like Telegram, Rumble, Bitchute, etc.) will reveal how so many are dying and being injured worldwide, and it gets worse every day. It is only getting worse because people are so stupidly addicted to Satanic MSM and what the corrupt Satanic medical system tells them, which is lies only to help with the depopulation agenda.  And the censorship is incredible.  Even I have had problems commenting on our own site due to it.  Our email subscriptions have been blocked in the past due to it as well.  So don’t even bother trying to subscribe.  It likely will not work for you.

The only hope I do have is that there will be very awake, very aware, and very conscious people left when this genocide finally ends.  Then the world might have a chance of being the Eden so many of us envision and feel is our stolen birthright.

There is a reason people call the sleepers “NPCs” or Non-Player Characters.  They seem to not be fully functioning in this world. 

It is as if they are mentally not all there or unable to wake up to what is truly happening no matter what evidence you put in front of them.  Have they been programmed since birth not to wake up?  Some say yes, through mainstream media, as if it is a type of MK Ultra programming specifically for the masses.  But how is it that some of us are immune to that programming and others are not?  What if, instead, they have been programmed before birth to stay asleep in this life?  Like a soul contract type of situation?  I often wonder if they have come here to not wake up and die off and, thus, teach us the lesson/s.  For instance, the lesson of letting go and moving forward without them when they will not/cannot listen to reason?  For us, as twin flames, the lesson of detachment from all people/things, not God and twin? For a twin flame, it seems apropos. These are the things I have contemplated lately.  If anyone has any other theories on this, please let me know. I would love to hear them.

If the Sleepers/NPCs/Normies (as many call them) are truly meant to wake up in this life, is that why they are being “shown” the reality of the evil because they cannot be told and act on being simply told? And this is their cosmic bitch slap coming for them?  The slap is coming straight to their front door because they will not take heed of the warnings. Many say so. Now, it seems as asleep as the world wants to remain, being shown the truth is the only way.  Apparently, many will have to die/be injured before the masses awaken if they ever do.  Maybe billions at the rate we are going.

And there are very intense economic problems looming on the horizon. And most of the sleepers are not at all prepared for those either.  And despite my lack of ambition to help at this point, it hurts my heart and makes my stomach turn to think what they are headed for.  Trying to wake most people up is like banging your head against a wall over and over again.  You can only try for so long until you give up because to do so is to hurt yourself.  Detach.

So, I wanted to explain why we have not been around and likely will not be around.  But instead of leaving you with only vitriol and bad news, I will leave you with something positive, if you can call it that. 

With each death/injury from these demonic vaccines, it is likely that a few more are waking up. 

And even better than that, no matter how much you try to hide the Truth, the Truth is always revealed in the end.  And God ALWAYS wins.

That is how stupid the NWO Satanists/Luciferians are.  They seem to think the Truth will not be revealed because they can hide it for a time. They attempt to defeat God without even understanding what God is. They believe they live in light when it is a false “Luciferian” light they have created with the ego.  It is the spiritual ego on steroids.

I will quickly try to explain their mistake.  They attempted to pass through the void stage that we all go through during our spiritual journeys, but they got stuck there, and their egos blew up and kept blowing up until they decided that causing harm to others was part of the light. That causing harm “doesn’t matter.”  I have seen this in some people who are going through the spiritual journey. It is ugly, and it is incorrect thinking that will get one very stuck in the ego and bring lifetimes of pain if they do not see/pass through it.  To move forward, you must see through even this type of thinking.  You must see through all thinking. The void we pass through to enter the full Truth/God is not it.  It is just another level to pass through.  This is where so many get hung up and where I believe the Luciferians/Satanists that control the world are.  They are very confused, and they have fallen into the abyss of darkness with no way to see out.

It truly is comical how incredibly dumb they are. For them to believe evil is actually light. But it is also disgusting. They are spiritual retards.  They think they will escape karma if they tell you what they are doing to you before they do it.  For instance, with predictive programming (and other tools they use for manipulation), they control media and television, and they tell you in movies and TV shows (cartoons even) what their future plans are.  They think this keeps them from the karma that will come for them.  Because they think if they tell you and you are too stupid to figure it out and do anything about it, then it is your own fault, and they get away with it spiritually.  WRONG.

They think because they warned you in their sick, weird, little manipulative ways, this absolves them of karma. It is so beyond stupid and backward their thinking.  And it only shows how far away from God they have traveled.  Eons aways. They were once pure light, like all, that turned demonic and fell into the deep darkness of their own hellish fucked up minds.  It will take them lifetimes of pain and suffering, most likely, to find their way back to their true nature and Home, which is God.  And they deserve it for what they have done to humanity.  They deserve to suffer through their awakening for what they have done. And they will. The longer they delay it, the more suffering they will have.

They don’t understand how karma works.  They don’t understand that everything evil they do to humanity, they are actually doing to THEMSELVES because there is NO SEPARATION in Consciousness! 

There never has been and never will be.  It is only a temporary mind illusion.

This is the spiritual war we are in on this planet right now.  Too many evil ones are stuck here, and they control just about everything.

They will never escape justice for anything they have done to another conscious being, not in this world or the spirit world.  None of us do. How incredibly dumb evil is.  It is arrogant and stupid at the same time.  The worst combination of traits. They will have hell to pay for what they have done, and it will not be fun for them in the least.

Here is another positive. It is only a matter of time before many of them will be held accountable in this world, and because of the depth of evil they have done, the righting of it will be mind-blowing to the world. 

When you add this COVID lethal injection genocide with the adrenochrome torture of children, the Satanic sacrifice/child sex trafficking, all the false flag psyops, the unnecessary wars, etc., the evil is beyond anything most people will be able to fathom. It is probably why so many are having such a hard time waking up fully.  They cannot fathom the depths of evil we have been under because most people do not think like them.  I would eviscerate them with my bare hands if I could, as would so many others who are fully awake to what is going on/has gone on. We would love to. But it is better to let justice come in God’s timing, open in the light of day for all to see and process.

Justice is on its way—no doubt about it. You can already see it happening with the deaths of those who are so willfully blind.  God is doing the sorting for the next phase.  That is another thing the evil ones do not understand about Karma, Truth, and God.  IT IS ALL THE SAME THING.

Part of the nature of consciousness is balance.  And no matter how the mind contorts truth, natural balance will eventually come.  God trumps all of it and always has. When you fully wake up to what God is, this all makes perfect sense.

Settles forevermore the ponderous equator to its line, and man and mote, and star and sun, must range to it, or be pulverized by the recoil.”
― William James

Justice is set in motion for rebalancing.  And once that “show” begins, the one “they” did NOT create with their backward, twisted minds, it will be a show worth watching.